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the saddest song [Jun. 5th, 2006|07:02 pm]
tagal ko ring di nkapag post ah.. anyway..

been hearing this song for quite some time and it was just a few moments ago when i realized how sad the song really was.. aside from the fact that it was named as such - "the saddest song" by the ataris.. and it goes...

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Only two more days, until your birthday
Yesterday was mine
You'll be turning five
I know what it's like,
growing up without your father in your life

So I pretend, I'm doing all I can
And I hope someday you'll find it in your heart
To understand Why I'm not around
And forgive me for not being in your life

I remember waiting For you to come
Remember waiting For you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all

I remember waiting For you to come
Remember waiting For you to call
Waiting there to find nothing at all

Maybe someday
you'll really get to know me
not just the letters read to you
I pray I get the chance
To make it up to you
We got a lot of catching up to do

So I pretend, I'm doing all I can
And hope someday you'll find it in your heart
To understand Why I'm not around
And forgive me for not being in your life

I remember waiting For you to come
Remember waiting For you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all

I remember waiting For you to come
Remember waiting For you to call
Waiting there to find nothing at all

Forgive me!
I'm so sorry!
I will make it up to you....
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it was about 15 years ago when i last saw my father.. and last month i had the chance to talk to him on the phone. he wasn't eager, nor anxious to hear my voice.. neither am i.. well, he told me he's doing fine with his new wife, and 6 yr old girl.. i had a sister! i guess i am not an "only child" after all.. then he told me with absolute certainty that we would see each other soon.. for i am his son, and he is my father.. and i guess for him it was that simple! but what makes him think that being my father guarantees us meeting in the future.. but when? maybe 10, 20 years from now, who knows?.. i dont know.. so does he!

damn! damn you for not being here!
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ouch! [May. 18th, 2006|11:25 pm]
grabe na to! mula pa kninang 5am kumikirot itong tyan ko! ang sakit sakit! mukhang me ulcer na ko ah... tsk tsk! tpos nanlalamig pa ko! waaahhh! im sick and i feel like im on the verge of having fever! prang your an inch away from the edge... pag gumalaw pa ko eh tuluyan na kong lalagnatin.. but still i managed to go to work!
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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2006|07:52 pm]
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You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.
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sulit! [Apr. 23rd, 2006|05:43 pm]
sulit tong meryenda ko 6 pesos lang
ganda pa ng tawag nila - "butterfly" o diva?
at malaki rin! mga kasing laki ng 5x8 na index card
tapos kasing kapal ng regular P2.50 na pandesal!
sarap! grabe!
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(no subject) [Apr. 20th, 2006|05:57 pm]
tsk! tomguts na ko!!! kya lang di ako mka-alis d2...

hintay ko mag-out ung pretty girl sa PC#5...

haaay... ganda nya!
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sana nga... [Apr. 20th, 2006|02:00 pm]
<td align="center"> andrew --
[noun]:

A person who has the ability to be invisible

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?'</td>
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ravioli? diba pagkain un? [Apr. 19th, 2006|10:30 pm]
<td align="center"> anjo --
[noun]:

A person who is a master of making ravioli

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?'</td>



napanood ko sa "the assasin"

mhilig ung bidang girl sa ravioli..

in can pa nga eh..

msarap cguro..

eh kelan ko kya matututunan magluto nun?
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are you in [Apr. 19th, 2006|09:50 pm]
It’s so much better

When everyone is in

Are you in?
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hmmmm... [Apr. 19th, 2006|09:27 pm]
??
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easter sunday [Apr. 16th, 2006|09:21 pm]
easter sunday ngayon.

at uhm...

ala kong msabi!
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